i just don't know where to start...it's all happened, anyway...

i hurted my very best friend on her last days  before move out overseas far away...days which should be cherished with sweet things instead of anger and pain..

i got into her privacy too far which i didn't do so deliberately...it was such a bestfriend wish (my version - no hers)

Losing her is my biggest fear...however, long before the 'D' day, when she uttered this plan for the first time, i already felt of losing...many nights in my sleep, dreamed  of her and i woke up with my tears bursting on...

Now, am losing her all the way...

How could i this be? we've been friends for more than 10 years (since junior school) we cherised any moment, sadness and happiness...though, we were never into a conflict... 

I apologized (i already did) but no answer...maybe i should give her some time..a proverb say 'let's the time heals'...

there's only thing i can do...wishing her best in her new homeland....Have a joyful life there, my friend...

I am missing u...(eversince the old day u told me bout this)