I feel devastated.

It was Tuesday morning. Early morning. At 5 am, as i was trying to shut up my eyes ( i'd been up for almost 4-5 hours without any reason), my phone rang. I thought it was from my husband (he's been out of town this week) instead of my mother in law. She was over the phone telling me that my brother in law's wife just passed away  few hours ago. What a shocking news for me as much as i concerned she was in a sound health. "How she died, mother?" i asked. "She got asthma attack, my mother explained." [I had no idea, she had asthma]

Ooh My goodness
I was speechless. She left two lovely dughters. Thats made me grieved so badly. Last time i met her was a week ago, in our relative's wedding. I didn't see any signs or anything told that she was sick or suffered. What i regreted was i had no time to have conversation with her, just looked her from distance and smiled.

Even i had'nt known her yet. I mean, we met in family's occasion, but we sometimes just been busy with our own family. So, it was only a slight conversation we had. Also,  she was kind of an introvert woman. Nothing much we shared.

God, My Lord
Please... let her peace in her rest
Please...please be with us trough this all.

Aamiin.